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today was a greatttttt day. crapp-ed so much with gloriaonline. and yes..we shall go out and study one day. heh. went to meet aud at CC.. did a few questions den we went of to church. in the car was qt scary.. sigh. anyway, after awhile okkays liao.;) svc was gd today. it rawked lyk siao.. though only lyk 3 ppl went. ps melvyn mak preached. before he did, we, as a church prayed for him for his lost dad. wah.. the prayer was awesome and we sang his dad's fav chinese song. totally cool. qt touched by the church. as in.. wewere lyk "mourning" in a happy way. hope things jus gets back to normal for psmelvyn. word today was strong and i felt it def applies to every Christian.. after Word... worship was greattt... sang qt alot of songs. okkay.. not say alot but more than usual.woohoo.. can tell by psmelvyn mak's face thathe was enlightened by the sight of everyone.. the sight of the church standing up as one behind him. todays` ending was great. had a good geeling andit was jus diff from any otherday.. ;);)
aud leftnot long after svc.. leaving with me and clar.. wasgonna eatliao.. den xiangru stopped us.. ask usjoin them.waited till thenextmonringforthem.. they took so long andshe made me carry herbag. haha.butin theend, i willinglycarriedfor her la.haha. went to foodcourtand eatwith some pl cell ppl and pastor. in the end, me,xr,sarah,clar, and another 3pl girlssattogithink.. yea..slowlyall left..leaving me,xr,sarah and ps.. haha. hadasuperb time there. talked alot though.mostly serious stuffs la.. yups. qtfunny also.keptarrowing each other.. ps isfunnnnnnny!haha.. sarah andxr ismad mad mad.. totally mad. todays`church wasjusso difffromtherest ofthe days. itsalways goodforachange. after thatps rol send usback.. realised thatps's 12 full oflaughingppl..haha.. allgiggling andlaughlyk no one's business. hehe.. jusdid sermon notesfor those atencounter.. and ps requestedforaset too.. haha.sendallout le.. evethey all calledandprayedforme jusnow.. they are so noisy there la..itsgdla.. theyarehavingfunnnnn!woohoo!

oh ya! morning devotion was awesome man! esp during sharing and after that.. grace shared a sad news.. couldn help but to cry la.. sorrie.. but i am jus so in love wit her! cant imagine the days ahead without her.. sigh. knew the news earlier.. but dunno wad got over me that day.. eve shared her christian life with us.. not a very great one.. but it was certainly a great testimony for God.. well, could tell that that was really her inner most hurts in her.. but she still managed to share.. and it did motivate me.. ;);)went in to some time with the Lord and eve prayed for us.. was a great retreat!

woohoo. enjoyed myself totally the las few days man. ;) God's presence was so so so great during retreat and even so when i was having comp. woohoo.. well, the cell was having retreat andi went off to comp and guess wad.. each and everyone of them msged me to wish me lucks for the comp.. and wad..?! flooded my phone totally la.. grrr.. haha.. thanks.. guess thoes msges did really help ;);););)
retreat was jus great.. and eve's birthdays` cele was so funkyy.. haha... she got a shock? or dunno wad la.. dan is so funnyy.. he is a real funny person la..! when he is madd.. he goes real super madd.. but when he is serious.. dun playplay kayss! he is some pro guitar player.. enjoyed myself den went home the nxt dat and slept for 13 hours.. 2 night on the floor. eve's florr was really nice to sleep on.. ;);)

each time i read that entry. i jus feel lyk cryin. it jus weighs me down too much.. too much that i can hardly manage. jus wad am i really up to.