its absolutely scarry how ppl think.. yikes.. disgusted?!
a promise i make to you 20/08/2005
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
well, its early in the morning now.. and talking to yellow shorts.. haha... hi yellow shorts. i know u are here!
anyway, prac eysterday was a mess la.. went in to the room.. and boom.. all the apparatus was laid before us.. even things we need not use.. it was practically all that can be found in the lab lying in front of us.. wad scared us most was the retort stand.. the first thing that came in my mind was.. titration?! hahaha. and tru enough titration came out although it wasnt in the comb sc syllabus.. it was some modified titration method where we jus used a dropper instead of a pipette.. after the exams almost ev1 in 4s was in a foul moodd? jus scarry la.. 1 paper is already over jus like that. oh wells.. so my marks are already down the drain. grrr.... i dun wan Os to come. it seems too scary.
yesterday was a slack day.. spent the entire night talking to yellow shrt? went to cc study.. but ended up sleeping... was qt tired after prac....
anyway, prac eysterday was a mess la.. went in to the room.. and boom.. all the apparatus was laid before us.. even things we need not use.. it was practically all that can be found in the lab lying in front of us.. wad scared us most was the retort stand.. the first thing that came in my mind was.. titration?! hahaha. and tru enough titration came out although it wasnt in the comb sc syllabus.. it was some modified titration method where we jus used a dropper instead of a pipette.. after the exams almost ev1 in 4s was in a foul moodd? jus scarry la.. 1 paper is already over jus like that. oh wells.. so my marks are already down the drain. grrr.... i dun wan Os to come. it seems too scary.
yesterday was a slack day.. spent the entire night talking to yellow shrt? went to cc study.. but ended up sleeping... was qt tired after prac....
Friday, October 08, 2004
i feel like some stupid fool. everyone ard me is like all doing so well and going to somewhere of their choice. well, i am jus too lazy and i jus reap wad i sow la. lazy+stupidity=lousy results. aiya.. there is nothing worth for me to be complaining abt. i hate this kinda feelin.. okkays. nvm. its jus my deserts. humans are jus selfish by nature.. how many would actually stand by u.. guess we just gotta blame it on ourselves for sinning that God made everyone this way. God!!! jus where/wad u wan me to do. slack?! 1st 3 mths?! boo! everything seems so bleak. why have u made me this way. indecisive.follower.depandant. and YES, its all for ur purpose and plan that u have for me. but i wanna be indepandant, but i am jus too weak. jus wad's ur purpose for me!!everyone thinks i'm happy with my results. jus by passing all. but............ where can it take me?! nowhere?
for now, i am someone with hidden emotions.
bye. world of my own+
for now, i am someone with hidden emotions.
bye. world of my own+
Friday, October 01, 2004
sicksicksick. sigh. i jus hope it aint dengue. anyway, nv slept so long for my entire life b4.. on wed.. slep from 8pm to 6am.. went to sch.. came baq at 3pm.. slept till 640.. woke up.. wanted to sch.. but was to giddy. in the end.. went back to slp until 10 plus... den chated with eve and loke for awhile. "u dun do wad u preach" woohoo. how great. but heck la. cant be bothered anyway. den went back to slp until now.. slpin craze la.. like wad aud says.. slp more very fast ok.. hahahaha.. wad a funny fren i have. chatted with her for awhile on the phone.. and went back to slp. this whole wk is a slpeein week.
results came back this wk.. and praise God! i passed all my sub.. first time in history. i am stupid la.. and why didnt i tell u.. u asked me.. i would jus say.. u didnt ask me. i told u on the first day.. and u didnt reply. so i see no point in tellin u unless u asked. wads more.. u were the first one i told. not even my mum knew. u make me feel like a fool.. oh well. guess thats jus life...
results came back this wk.. and praise God! i passed all my sub.. first time in history. i am stupid la.. and why didnt i tell u.. u asked me.. i would jus say.. u didnt ask me. i told u on the first day.. and u didnt reply. so i see no point in tellin u unless u asked. wads more.. u were the first one i told. not even my mum knew. u make me feel like a fool.. oh well. guess thats jus life...