yayy! thank God.. todayy is ovr.. today is qta bust dayy.. woke up in the morning to go for blood test.. yikes... i jus totally hate needles.. got blue black on my arm noww... aft blood test.. planned to use the whole aft to plan for word.. who knows, ps sms me and said she need 2 ppl to prepare Lord's supper.. of course.. i said "roger" while i awent to look for someone else.. only to realise i got no time to plan for word!! arghh.. aft bld test.. went for lunch wit mummy and went home at ard 12 plus 1... spent quality time with God for abt an hour.. and eve and loke called to pray for me.. wasso stress and lost dat i cried. in the end, i jus heckkk.. took wadeva i had.. left the house and went to church. was supposed to be at church by 230... i lft house at 220.. and i din even shower b4 going out..n that was how rush tings was.. met clar.. haha.. clar is soooooooo funnnny.. cant standher sms! hee.. anyway, went to prepare Lord's supper.. was only than that i felt some peace.. no more hassle.. had no other thing to think of.. den to jus prepare Lord's supper. could somehow feel some peace den.. the peace from the Lord. preparing Lord's supper was a good experience.. nv knew it was done this wayy.. yayy! learnt something new todayy.. sarah is bai ka.. really hope her legs recovers soon..;) my dear wrestler was a bit mad mad mad toodayy.. she was qt hyperr.. esp outside church.. but i am happy for her.. her efforts are paying off and God has been great!! rawk on wrestlerrr.. ;) sermon was funny today.. hahaha.. pastor kept talking about how wonderful God is.. and it struck to everyone... the name.. wonderful lavender mary wong liang ming.. wlmwlm.. hahaha.. made up by my dearest leepapa.. or was it mama.. haha. anyway, led word todayy... not that bad... was able to talk.. but for 5 min plus? hahaha.. jus found myself rattling of.. and not knowing wad i was saying.. believe that God's presence was with me.. in me.. reflecting back now.. i really have no idea wad i said jus now.. it was a gd yet scary experience.. but i pray and hope i would master how to share word.. only thru this.. God's name can be spreaddd.. yayy! thank u God for todayy.. for todayss verse u gave me... aft cell, was super hypperr! piggy backkked my wrestler ard. haha.. i am so glad i made her happy.. she isreally someone who has been adding endless joy and laughter into my lifee.. life would be so dull without her.. helped eve do some cambodia stuffs b4 we headed down to mac to makan.. i mean.. theymakan ice creamm.. hahaha.. had atime of sharing.. stressful.. but it wasalright.. woahhhhh.. danny eve and ruth... so chim... they really made me reflect alotalotalot.. i realised... that i should take God's word more seriously. as in.. when God speaks... i shouldn jus shurg it off like that.. but instead.. ponder andthink about it.. think wad Godis really trying to imply to me..


this wk has been qt a church-y week?! wedd was at 288.. fri was as COS.. sat was at churchh.. slaned twice?! wad could be more than that.. but praise God and i really thank God for this week.. i can feel myself growing more spiritually and i am happy! hope this continues.. and tml will be another day wit church peepss! yayy!

oh God!! i feel so tied down. i got so many things to do... cambodia trip is coming and i am not very prepared for it at all.. packing. blood test. and i dunno wad else. feel that my life is so busy now.. thought exams are over.. my days are jus passing like the windd... i dun like it.. dun even have time for myself. goshhhhhhh` wad am i doinnnng! had grand send-off at church of savior jus now.. it was good and made me think thru alot of stuffs.. how fortunate we all and howmuch do we jus take advantage of that.
i cant wait for tml to pass.. i am scareddd` big hurdle for me tml.. may seem nothing to u all.. but to me.. haiiis.. i dunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnno!God bless me!

does appearance really matter to u mummy. its me, myself and not u also. i know u care.. but it is jus me.. why cant u jus accept it.. if u are worrieeddd that i have no other half.. i believe everything is alr planned by God.. and wwadeva u try to do wun even turn out the way u wan. if this is my size.. so be it la... God sure has a purposefor me to be like that.. not as if i am not active. listening to some songg now...
and it sayyss..
He had no beauty oh majesty... man of sorrow and a million of sufferingg..
abit no link.. but the no beauty part caught me..haiiyaa.. i dunno wad i am talking la..ughhhhhhh..

had 288 meeting yesterday.. and it was soliddddd..:) the feeling is jus so greattt.. thx hwee and huimin. i know i aint lightt. ahaha.. and thx ps for the extra anoiting oil..opss.